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| The more of this or less of this or is there any difference
or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore
Sometimes time doesn't heal
No not at all
Just stand still
While we fall
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And hey, that's ok :) Pain is a feeling too.
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| Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing
You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
The Lord knows that this world is cruel
I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning lovin' somebody don't make them love you
Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool
I sang your songs, I danced your dance
I gave your friends all a chance
But putting up with them
Wasn't worth never having you
Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Want this plot to twist
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
Then shooting me down
But I'm already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Well, if I was in your position
I'd put down all my ammunition
I'd wonder why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waitin' on love aint so easy to do
Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool
No, I can't I always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool | | |
| I had a very cold realization sitting atop an empty landscape. At times, our lives seem hard because we are faced with challenges that we must overcome, battles we must win, and problems we must fix. But there are also times that we are handed things that we can do nothing about. Things that cannot be overcome, won, or fixed. And these are the hardest of all for humans to endure.
Our lives are not as easy and simple as we want them to be. And perhaps, I am the last person to realize this. And though I am in a state of uneasy numbness, of unwanted coldness, of emotionless hurt, I have come to accept my fate. A fate that I first thought was unfair and cruel, but a closer look tells me it is the way life is. I thought I had come to understand why there are some things that have to be the way they are. But I guess not. It has become particularly hard at these moments in my life. When I feel the most alone, the most abandoned. To know that I have to accept some things in life and that I can't do anything to change the way things are.
But it is also at these moments in my life, that I feel like I have everything. That if I were to die tomorrow, I would smile today. Knowing I had had so many beautiful moments in my life.
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| having a bad day.
hope. that tomorrow will be better.
: (
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| you were ready for life.
and i.
i was ready for love.
and maybe. in some not-too-distant future.
we will be ready.
for us.
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